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BEAUTIFULMONSTER
by Ne-Yo
All my life
And the hereafter
I've never seen
Seen one like you
You're a knife
Sharp and deadly
And it's me
That you cut into
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turn on scared of you
Chorus:
She's a monster
Beautiful monster
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind
And I need her
Said I need her
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
In her eyes
There's love and fire
In my heart
She's burning through
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turn on scared of you
Chorus:
She's a monster (she's a monster)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster yeah)
But I don't mind (don't mind)
And I need her (and I need her)
Said I need her (said I need her)
Beautiful monster (whooah)
But I don't mind (I don't mind)
But I don't mind
Playing with my heart
And she's playing with my mind
And I don't mind I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind I don't I don't mind
And I don't mind
Said I don't mind
And I don't mind
Beautiful monster
She's a monster (she's a monster)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster)
Beautiful monster (oooo)
But I don't mind (but I don't mind)
And I need her (and I need her)
Said I need her (said I need her)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster)
But I don't mind (ooooo)
No I don't mind
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
Y O U T U B E L O V E
David Guetta & Chris Willis ft Fergie & LMFAO - Gettin' Over You
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Im Pauline (:
Hyper
Freak
Annoying
Sweet
GAHH , imma GIRL! (:
F I F T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
ONEIm a girl . TWOI have a boyfriend . THREEI have tounge piercing . FOUR I have belly piercing . FIVE I eat . SIX I talk. SEVEN I shit . EIGHT Im mean . NINE Im nice . TEN Haters make me popular . ELEVEN Im a Maxis / Hotlink user . TWELVE Sony Ericsson W508 is mine . THIRTEEN I have facebook . FOURTEEN I have myspace . FIFTEEN I have a blog .
W I S H L I S T
- A trip to Hawaii
- Swim with fishes
- Holiday with Boyfiee
- Blackberry
- Get my own Condo
- Buy baby a new Motorcycle
T A G B O A R D
blahblahblah
10:48 AM - August 30, 2010
Merdeka .
10:43 AM
Im a proud Malaysian ! (:
Its Malaysia's 53rd birthday !
Happy Birthday Malaysia ♥
All Malaysians , Carry your flags and wave them !
xoxo,
Coco ♥
Its Malaysia's 53rd birthday !
Happy Birthday Malaysia ♥
All Malaysians , Carry your flags and wave them !
xoxo,
Coco ♥
Break Up .
8:02 PM - August 27, 2010
So i screwed up my relationship once and he reacts like a mad cow , wtf?
I stood up with your crap for so long .
I cried for so many nites ,
I tried to scold you less and you go over my head .
I know I could have did that to you but what kind of great boyfriend are you?
So i did that to you and you just get to do it back to me?!
I could have done so many hurt-full this to you if you want to be fair with this relationship!
You lied so many times!
You don't tell me anything!
Your friends are so much more fucking important in your life!
Its not wrong to be closer to friends , look at this situation ;
When you just fucking walk out the door like nothing was wrong i have my friends to back me up .
You can be close to your friends and i cant ?!
What the hell are you thinking?!
Now that we broke up you tell me to stay away from your friends ?
Are you scared to lose them or what?
Did you manage to realise you were that much of an ass?
You lied and lied and lied ! How do you expect me to trust you ?!
I try hard to trust you so i can make this relationship work but you just keep lying!
You can go out without telling me anything or leaving a single message and I have to be the stupid one to tell you when I want to come on9 and get your fucking approval!
If i never found out about your lies and crap , I dont think i will even know till now!
Proper relationships are never like that .
One thing about me you all should know , i have many guy friends !
Im close both equally boys and girls ,
Im not the type which get 10 cm further when a boy is coming my way .
Thats just lame !
You have to girl friends?
Not my problem !
If you do have any I dont even care !
I dont prevent you from lepaking with them , if you really want to go , just go!
Just know your rights .
I would be jealous but what do you expect me to do ?
Scream into your brain that i am the only girl friend you must ever know?!
God damit !
You have a brain use it!
I went out for one night and I screwed up!
Me!
WTH?!!
Do you know how many times you did that to me!?
Well AssHOLE!
Im happy you know how i feel!
You just keep doing it to me and i get over it .
Why is it so hard for you?
Probably because you are keeping some slut behind your back!?
Well blog-readers!
What do you think when a guy that always gave you attention just vanished?
He barely texts you anymore , even for days & He just do wtv he wants without telling anything .Ill say okay , Im upset you just leave me and not text me but i totally cant accept the fact of you just doing wtv you want without saying anything!
Im not afraid that you would be with any other girls , Its not like that .
I just always think if something ever happen to you , what do i do ?
for example ,
You go out and i dont know , at around 12 am i text you and thers no reply for a few hours ,
You might not even be at home!
You might be lying down at some hospital bed with broken bones!
Than all im supposed to so is cry cry cry and just get over the fact that there is nothing i can do ?
Maybe i wont even cry because no one will even tell me anything !
I hate the fact you never really introduce me to your family , Im invisible to your family , its like they just know my name , that it . fullstop .
You dont even introduce me to your friends which I dont know .
You have met so many of my friends and the ony reason i do that is to bond.
I was proud to tell every one you were my everything , even if there were bad times and good times .
I ignored all the bad comments and had faith .
You fucking broke it down bastard!
I think this is the first time i even felt so strong in my heart , thanks Afiq .
I guess overcoming you was a piece of cake!
;D
I stood up with your crap for so long .
I cried for so many nites ,
I tried to scold you less and you go over my head .
I know I could have did that to you but what kind of great boyfriend are you?
So i did that to you and you just get to do it back to me?!
I could have done so many hurt-full this to you if you want to be fair with this relationship!
You lied so many times!
You don't tell me anything!
Your friends are so much more fucking important in your life!
Its not wrong to be closer to friends , look at this situation ;
When you just fucking walk out the door like nothing was wrong i have my friends to back me up .
You can be close to your friends and i cant ?!
What the hell are you thinking?!
Now that we broke up you tell me to stay away from your friends ?
Are you scared to lose them or what?
Did you manage to realise you were that much of an ass?
You lied and lied and lied ! How do you expect me to trust you ?!
I try hard to trust you so i can make this relationship work but you just keep lying!
You can go out without telling me anything or leaving a single message and I have to be the stupid one to tell you when I want to come on9 and get your fucking approval!
If i never found out about your lies and crap , I dont think i will even know till now!
Proper relationships are never like that .
One thing about me you all should know , i have many guy friends !
Im close both equally boys and girls ,
Im not the type which get 10 cm further when a boy is coming my way .
Thats just lame !
You have to girl friends?
Not my problem !
If you do have any I dont even care !
I dont prevent you from lepaking with them , if you really want to go , just go!
Just know your rights .
I would be jealous but what do you expect me to do ?
Scream into your brain that i am the only girl friend you must ever know?!
God damit !
You have a brain use it!
I went out for one night and I screwed up!
Me!
WTH?!!
Do you know how many times you did that to me!?
Well AssHOLE!
Im happy you know how i feel!
You just keep doing it to me and i get over it .
Why is it so hard for you?
Probably because you are keeping some slut behind your back!?
Well blog-readers!
What do you think when a guy that always gave you attention just vanished?
He barely texts you anymore , even for days & He just do wtv he wants without telling anything .Ill say okay , Im upset you just leave me and not text me but i totally cant accept the fact of you just doing wtv you want without saying anything!
Im not afraid that you would be with any other girls , Its not like that .
I just always think if something ever happen to you , what do i do ?
for example ,
You go out and i dont know , at around 12 am i text you and thers no reply for a few hours ,
You might not even be at home!
You might be lying down at some hospital bed with broken bones!
Than all im supposed to so is cry cry cry and just get over the fact that there is nothing i can do ?
Maybe i wont even cry because no one will even tell me anything !
I hate the fact you never really introduce me to your family , Im invisible to your family , its like they just know my name , that it . fullstop .
You dont even introduce me to your friends which I dont know .
You have met so many of my friends and the ony reason i do that is to bond.
I was proud to tell every one you were my everything , even if there were bad times and good times .
I ignored all the bad comments and had faith .
You fucking broke it down bastard!
I think this is the first time i even felt so strong in my heart , thanks Afiq .
I guess overcoming you was a piece of cake!
;D
I Want to Know What Love Is (:
8:49 PM - August 5, 2010
Baby , I need your help .
Can?
Hmmm ,
I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me
People change.
Things go wrong.
But i'll never give up.
I promise ;D
I`m not perfect, ok?
I screw up.
I made mistakes it`s what i do.
I'm sorry .
Just remember I'll always love you .
Only You ,
Yes you lahhh!
Muhammad Afiq Bin Abu Bakar ,
I♥YOUGEMOK !
xoxo
Coco .
Always (:
8:26 PM
Currently tuning to Always - Jon Bon Jovi .
Baby Gemokkk!
p/s : IMissYou )'; ILoveYou
Dont balik kampung and leave me here waiting for you .
Sigh ,
Please?
Stay for me ?
)';
Hmmmpphhhh )';
I'll miss you soo much babyy ,
Don't forget me ):
I'll be right here waiting for you .
Come back , ok? )';
Always - Jon Bon Jovi .
This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up
I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man
When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time
Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you
Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
xoxo
Coco .
Newbie (:
4:57 PM
Hi (;
You can call me Coco (:
Im 16 .
Taken and Unavailable (:
Still want to know more?
Visit :
- www.facebook.com/toxicatedshits
- www.myspace.com/mochalyna
-www.formspring.me/FormSpringCoco
;D
Coco <3
You can call me Coco (:
Im 16 .
Taken and Unavailable (:
Still want to know more?
Visit :
- www.facebook.com/toxicatedshits
- www.myspace.com/mochalyna
-www.formspring.me/FormSpringCoco
;D
Coco <3
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